Whats wrong with me
Crazy, maybe
Emotional for sure but why
All the time tears visit for a moment to remind me of a sadness I can’t let go
Independently lonely my heart slowly breaks
That’s no fun
I hide behind peace with smiles found in thoughts of a future I have yet to find
Dreaming of love, Desperate for touch, I was desolate inside
Looking for me, I couldn’t find her
She was stuck in her thoughts drifting off into a fairytale once promised
I died without ever feeling loved
Watching life go on without me
Their sadness only lasted for a moment as I became a distant memory
Replaced by a time without me
My mind distorted as everything slowly faded away
A rebirth, I’m alive agin but as someone else
Is this a facade or my reality
I just want to live a little bit more
Outside of my mind
Free from all the chaos
Me in my mind
Crazy beautiful and free
No longer a prisoner to defeat
I love me too much to die again
In my mind, I am she and she is me…
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