Whats wrong with me

Crazy, maybe

Emotional for sure but why

All the time tears visit for a moment to remind me of a sadness I can’t let go

Independently lonely my heart slowly breaks

That’s no fun

I hide behind peace with smiles found in thoughts of a future I have yet to find

Dreaming of love, Desperate for touch, I was desolate inside

Looking for me, I couldn’t find her

She was stuck in her thoughts drifting off into a fairytale once promised

I died without ever feeling loved

Watching life go on without me

Their sadness only lasted for a moment as I became a distant memory

Replaced by a time without me

My mind distorted as everything slowly faded away

A rebirth, I’m alive agin but as someone else

Is this a facade or my reality

I just want to live a little bit more

Outside of my mind

Free from all the chaos

Me in my mind

Crazy beautiful and free

No longer a prisoner to defeat

I love me too much to die again

In my mind, I am she and she is me…